Inspiration
I have a moment about once a day.Where I sneak off. Disappear and let it out Don't ever wanna hold anything in again.Despite all the stress. I'm learning alot about myself. Finally letting everything go. I'm stressed, but I'm focused. Ready to tackle any obstacle. Accepting things for what they are. It's such a freeing feeling. It feels good to be awake
To know everything that happened. And to finally shut those doors and live for the day. I never thought I go through any of this. But here I am doing it. Changing my goals. Wrapping my mind around new ideas. Accepting change. Putting down my defenses
There's actually people who want to help. Who want to be there. Who will lend you a shoulder. Finally I've opened my mind to accepting help. To allow myself to cry to talk to vent.
The amount of people being supportive Cheering us on, It feels great.In a really scary situation. But I'm happy to say that it's all gonna work out. Second by second, day by day. Learn to love life, learn to accept things and learn to be yourself. It doesn't matter who's around Just live. Yeah things are changing. These gears are turning. Never going to stop. Never stop growing, adapting, learning. Never. Never quit working on yourself, don't get stuck in a rut, don't get stuck in a time that doesn't exist anymore. That's what I'm on right now. Living for now and the future. There's gonna be downfalls and struggles all the time. But it should not be what the focus should be on. Optimism. Even on the darkest days. I'm ready. Ready for it all. Life keep coming because I'm not through. Keep being shitty, I'm not scared, I'm ready. I fell down for the last time. No where but up now. I'm not falling ever again and that's a promise I'm making to myself. Gonna make a way. Going to be on top. Goin to win this thing called life. I claim this positive energy.
