Joshua JayShades Legister

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I am hurting inside of my brain Impaired by an uncontrollable distain A mental addiction can be disturbing Others praying i go insane God helps me when an hurting, No matter how awful things appear, Even though i doubt whats ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I know without a shadow of doubt, That loving another person Can bring deep emotions crying out. Louder than i can fathom, Without a shadow of doubt. If a soldiers actions speak louder than words, Is he more qualified to shout?... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Bending like a tree through a hurricane ,the weight of the wind is ghastly. I am aware of my surroundings . Ready for whatever may come . My God is awesome he can move mountains ,hide me in the valley ,keep me out the rain. If y... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Sorry you said It took you 2 weeks to be accountable for your actions. Had me crying to a wall for months, because I am a man and the world has never cared about our feelings. Suck it up mom said, big boys dont cry mom said. A ni... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Who is the extension cord Are you the plug Mains , adapter charger what would you rather My father is a poet, a wordsmith modern day Shakespearean capulet I wonder if we will ever combine to write together like a duet . Eventf... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Just stop calling your voice is a chain around my throat. Just forget me erase me, let me disappear. Just stop putting effort in it’s not saving me, it’s smothering me. Just give up on me your hope is a weight I can’t c... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Only you can open my eyes. Through every failed attempted and all my lies. Its your kindness that brings me back to the truth. That your still saving me. Day and night Night and day let my feelings arise. If we are both thirs... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

At a loss with sense or sensibilities What was once yesterday's truth is now tomorrow's lie. I feel I am from some ancient bloodline of warriors that would die for his family and protect those who I love. With no need for glamori... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Wanting to get to the finish line .You said it you did it So many unexpected losses we could never recuperate the loss factor We move forward in knowing they will be remembered correctly An achievement to make it this far , Fro... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I will say yes oh yes To your will to your ways Waited sò long for my comeuppance Prayed for doors to be opened Exhausted by being racially knocked back And still the rain never came . I see everything Having to explai... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Staring into the darkness thinking I can find something there. Minds doing overtime knowing I don't have long left. Necessity is the mother of invention and right now I have a catalyst to change the way I have gone about things .... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

L Y N goin on triple X just cut the foreplay and get to the sex ,whats next no durex fuck that let me hit that bareback flex Spread them legs !! let me in . I want in all the way in, up to ma chin Pass me a napkin Shaking, wobbli... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Telling me this telling me that Telling me why telling me how Telling me who tell me again Tell me again , TELL ME AGAIN Cause am not listening ,not listening Too many man that I know got the blocked up flow Speechless cau... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Black balaclava Spitting hot lava definitely don't like charvers A cut through their armour rude boy pularva No chitty chatterers Cut you down in war I used to be a battler See me in the street am still game Disturbing t... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

There it goes again that niggle in the back of your head. Why am I Rubbing my eyes I am allergic to something Stop it Why it always me at daft o clock who cant sleep. I can do this turn over left side I will win . Nope that d... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Doubt ,disbelief Confusion, contagious Turn and face Talk ,click ,connect Now we reset the levels Prickley feeling coming through my skin. Hearts racing my weaknesses in my body are setting in. Brave face or no Cant brea... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Meddling with forces beyond comprehension . Voodoo . Say all the things you wanted to say cant take it back or take it away Shut it down like a containment system Come to the hotel and see . Cum in the hole and I will see Nov... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Sat on a step getting head . The wind blows and cools the trickle of sweat on my head . Still fully erect. Mind thinking overtime why this woman is sucking the life right out of me with this amazing head. The air is crisp and the cl... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I cannot beleieve your gone the heartaches never wrong . Reminiscing time I feel so lost. Derail my fails am waiting to exhale I dont wanna be here no more. Denile into exhile Moses down the river Nile. I dont wanna be here... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I said rack it up Pull it out the bag Can never find a card to break it down Eventually Sensibly I spell out my name with the white stuff that goes straight to your brain Motherfucker am high deliveries till 11 depending... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Get the feel of things . Ask about her special release my god it's wet . Not wide , not shallow, not deep, not narrow it's perfect for me and my purple arrow. Cute little batty not small like a sparrow Pulls of a black dress bet... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Just breathe Feels like you walked till your feet bled I was definitely wrong Wrong in my ways Wrong in myself How easy it is to say am going to stop tomorrow Like the addict who thinks he or she has it under control The... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

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poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Ooh lahh lahh lahh leaves fall , wind blows them to the roadside. Deep on the codeside Talking to the opps that's your side Slipside warm hide Duck and dive I can't hide what am feeling inside. Pineal gland is glowing not rea... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

All the good you do will never erase your past. So let's celebrate your future . Cheers to every thing coming your way. On the other hand you could of went many routes of fukeries. You stayed the course and so far it is the right ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Startled by your illustrious ways There's a shock and awe factor Move them to the side. Am in a daze. Bending my mind to what am inclined Whilst in a chair that's reclined . Your blowing my...mind . Deliberations delibera... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Am never too far for you too call. Out of reach I could never be. A shelter in a time of storm that's me. Heal you when your broken Give you my strength when your weakened . Forever my love will remain . I can't imagine what m... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Tossing and turning in this bed . Thinking where are you my snuggle partner . Where the hell are you my little spoon. I check my phone to see if your online just so I can drop you a 1 line. Borderline madness this feeling of wanti... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Mysteries of broken dreams. Unexplained quotes and semantic schemes. Cometh the man cometh the hour. No experience in dealing with locked away feelings. Someday. Maybe. Ladie you went deep. Many nights i have pondered over y... Read more