Parasite

poem by: D'Vina Dietrich
Written on Jun 22, 2021

Implanted yourself in my mind so deep
I don't hear your voice 
Or see you 
But I am still walking on eggshells
Still scared and worried 
Like you've created your own voice in my head
How is that even possible
I'm free from your grasp 
But it's like I feel you tugging 
Reminding me of how to be right 
When I was never wrong 
I was never wrong
You created a monster of me
Making me believe I was one 
When I never was 
It scares me how much control you still have
How I sit here and think before I act 
To please you 
And when I go against you 
I'm frightened
But I don't have to deal with it anymore 
Why am I still scared 
How are you that good?
Literally a parasite. 
You're the monster. 
Not me. 

 

Tags: Confused,

 

 

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