Crumpled
This wasn't the plan
It's funny because we made one
Literally mapped it out.
Not prepared for all the troubles
But we had that guideline.
And just like this piece of paper
It crumpled...
And just like our story
I tried to smooth it out
And it's now it's folded up
Tuck away in a safe place.
Because that day will be cherished.
Regardless. All that was real.
Yeah the plan failed.
But that was happiness
I remember my heels sinking in the sand
The nervousness in our voices
Hearing the water splash
Those soft soft hands...
As soft as our babys little feet.
I want to share news good and bad
And there's no one.
I want to vent
And there's no one
I'm here alone.
But I could hear you laughing
"You did this to yourself"
Maybe it was my plan and not our plan.
Crushed myself trying to keep it going.
Yet it's crumpled up.
That's what I got to remember...
You crumpled it up.
Threw it in my face and laughed.
Yeah...
My mind wants to forget all the bad
But I won't let it.
I won't let myself forget.
Just cry it out and remind myself
It was just me all along.
It wasn't we or our.
It was just me.
The truth of us keeps hitting me harder and harder everyday.
