Staring into the darkness thinking I can find something there. Minds doing overtime knowing I don't have long left. Necessity is the mother of invention and right now I have a catalyst to change the way I have gone about things . My mind, My brains 1st priority is to survive. Circumstances have to change in order for me to be at peace with myself and the way things are going and have gone. Home sapien to home spiritus A more spiritual connected human being . Seeing the racism,sexism ,classissims all kinds of ism I just for the 1st time am trying to be optimistic in a world that wants me and my people to hang our heads low stay quiet , see the injustice but when we cry for justice they want us to take revenge. I guess that's not the reaction you expected when Jacob took 7 in the back .Crisis on earth is near.