Wonderment. Understanding lacking. Why? Existence. Why? How? How to explain, understand? Spinning in reality. Trying to make sense. Good. Evil. Dwelling in the soul. Why? How to explain? Manifestations of the observed. Of existence. Deities. Good, evil. Needed to explain. Coercing, controlling telling what to do. Explaining the unexplainable. Praying, following, avoiding. Controlling hearts and minds. Turmoil. Understanding in turmoil. Deity steadies. Something to hold on to. Life raft. Life raft in the void, darkness. Holding the monsters at bay. Helping make sense of the senseless. Bulwark to oblivion. Hope. Irrational hope. Last line of defense.