Beating hearts and dumb decisions and unfounded giant egos define who we are. We are alive. Taking risks without thinking twice and regretting words we said in anger and fear. We are alive. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it.†“Forgive me. I can change.†But we don’t know how. We are alive. Mistakes made and trust broken a thousand times. We beg for infinite chances, but refuse to give them. We are alive. The ones pushed too far are crazy and too sensitive and neurotic, and we are always right. We are alive. “Life goes onâ€, “don’t stop believingâ€, “everything happens for a reasonâ€. We are gaslighted by romance and comedy. We are alive.