I welcomed 2018 with all happiness and hopes as it is gonna end, it made me feel i was high on dopes, I have always prayed every year bring something best out of me 2018, You have plundered my beloved ones from me I never wrote for the year welcoming neither for depart It scares people gets detached when I wrote for them from my heart, Yet I wrote my heart down for someone knowing the things are at stake I was all pure in my heart and soul and unconditional for her without any fake I enjoyed the moments knowing that I am gonna loose I dint wanna hold back with some shitty excuse I dint let the fear to dictate me on wild chase of goose I chose the happiness even I knew the poems gonna break the noose 2019, You are big bulky year whose gonna last longer god save me from all the troubles and make me stronger I'm not happy with you new year I hope you know why my dear I dont want to say anything to you new year all I plead is give me back my friend dear I don't have any hope from you I wish you would pass like dew, I wish you would bring the sunshine to my beloved ones I wish you would fill the lives with fun and happiness to the bones I wish you are gonna push the evils out of society I wish you would teach the men about sobriety Take care of my family and friends, If I may cease to exist Let them know, this guy had always loved,adored and tried to get things fixed...