- I sit here in this room Contemplating who I am I got nowhere left to run I’m feeling kinda sad Where will this life all end I got nothing much to show Do broken hearts ever mend I guess I’ll never know - Women, there’s been a few I’ve had my share of love Always tried the best I could It was never good enough There is no happy end For a guy the likes of me As I look back upon life’s regret Don’t expect your sympathy - I am my own worse friend With my self destruct overload I press it now and then To feel myself implode - I wanted you to stay But, then I drove you away Pretty soon I’ll be in my grave I wonder what they’ll say Here lies his restless soul Here lies a heart black as coal Will the next life ease his pain I guess I’ll never know - Should there be a judgement day And I stand before the man Will he turn my soul away Will the devil take my hand - I am my own worse friend With my self destruct overload Will the next life ease my pain I guess I’ll never know - I guess I’ll never know - (I need to stop thinking so much) lol