I'm not right I need to fix myself But I cannot do that,No Not without medical help. So here i lay on my bed Staring at the ceiling For no fucking reason, Oh maybe I'm just sad But I don't know that yet. They say it's just a phase, But I keep playing sceneries on my head Of the time that never exited. Is it sign the of happiness or sadness? Damn, maybe I'm sick Cause I'm losing my weight . But no one believes me. Why is it so hard to get ? Maybe I need to do something big I think to myself Do I cut my throat ? Or my hand ? But I saw a girl cut herself to death And no one cared. Hush! Don't do it, it's stupid I tell myself. Yes, yes I'm mentally ill But who do I tell ?