Need I ever wander why I consider myself unqualified. I could never measure up to my own expectations. Continually failing because of my own limitations. I do not measure up to God's classification as a born again Christian. Wavering back and forth from having doubts to believing in him. Do I really believe in God's ability to forgive my habitual sins? Is he really both LORD as well as savior of my life? Have I surrendered all to Jesus Christ? I have confessed him as both my savior and my LORD. He could never tell by my inconsistent spiritual life. Can I claim to be an ambassador of the LORD Jesus Christ? Will he even acknowledge me when I finally behold him face to face? Am I destined to open the heart's doors of nonbelievers? Without ever opening up mine? Has he ever really unlocked the keys to my heart's door? I need to do much more than confess my sins, I need to repent and forsake them! Love in Christ Jesus! Roxanne Lea Dubarry aka Roxy 54/October Country December 29, 2016