Drowning in a sea of depression, while living in a world of poetic isolation. Composing poetry, whenever I am at home, instead of talking on the telephone. Wondering if I am wasting my time of day, while needing to forget how to be afraid. Needing the comfort in my own life, only found in the loving embrace of Jesus Christ. Drowning in a sea of self pity. Please do not color it poetically pretty. Color it deadly in your own world. Pass this message onward to boys and girls. Drowning in a sea of loneliness, and living in an unforgiving world. Too much time spent in self pity, and pain. Wondering who is really the blame! Drowning in a sea of misery! Determined it will never defeat me. Remember what happen to Robin Williams! Love in Christ Jesus! Roxanne Lea Dubarry aka Roxy 54/ October Country August 17, 2016