Here again I sit alone it is hard to be happy when your strength and determination are all gone. Self committed it seems to misery I look to the sky and ask why me I want to step outside this world to see if I could be free But still I know it would just be me It seems no one wants to be around someone who is broken You quickly realize who your friends are without a word being spoken It is like a monster of self pity has been created! I wish I could find strength in someone's arms But everyone I confine in fights back the roll of the eye's and yawn's No one cares it is not them! It is hard to stay focused on winning this fight because I am rapidly stumbling and losing sight I am as the song says fading to the black I hope I can find the strength to bring the man I know back my struggle countines