As the sun disappears Behind the clouds So my hope disappears As I'm made aware Of my doubts Where is my faith Where is my dependence Upon the God Who pours his spirit out so willingly The quickness with which My heart turns away From such a blessing Disturbs me I take the Lord for granted Without giving it a second thought The lies I tell Make life more difficult The temptations I give way to Are a cold wind Blowing on the warmth of my heart And like a pouting child I run from the stresses Of my daily life Truly my heart is divided I fall to sin again