The external gratification that you kill yourself to gain Will one day overcome you in a selfish fit of blame Obsessed you need to have it all you scheme you scam you lie Abuse your friends take a mile until the well runs dry Self-pity overwhelms you can’t believe your all alone Peering down from your pedestal with your JD and your cones Through tears you swear you can change you promise that you’ll share You make the call, apologise proclaiming you still care We have the talk, promises flow through your gritted teeth You try your best it’s not enough your efforts all too brief Then once more those ripe old ways rise up and overthrow You profess you didn’t realise you claim you didn’t know Remember when you gave gifts at Christmas by the tree Remember how it made you feel? See giving is the key When you’re only out for yourself happiness won’t come No matter how loud you yell or how hard you beat your drum In a life hell bent on taking few friends will stick around Sick to death of your complaints not enough to go around Now I’ve nothing left babe you’ve sucked out all you can No longer can I be to blame when things don’t go to plan Please just stop the ride I want off it all just feels wrong I never want to hate you, cause you were my first love song.