I am not the debt that you dread to pay I am not the rain that spoils your sunny day I am not the guilt that you claim to feel I am not the pot you think so unreal I am not the alcohol that gives you such a kick I am not the porn star brunette with big tits I am not the headaches that come from lack of food I am not the bad day that feeds your filthy mood I am not the secrets that you try to hide I am not the failure cause YOU never tried I am not the money tattooed on your soul I am not the monster that needs to be controlled I am not the anger that makes you up and leave I am not the greed on which you love to feed I am not the prize in your selfish little game I am not the rubbish bin to fill with all your blame I am not the reason you were put here on the earth I am not the cause of your bitterness and hurt I am not the message you can’t be fucked to send I am not the one who ends up lonely in the end.