ripped from my hands as i gently pet your favorite spot, your frail legs twitching, head nuzzled into my hair, unable to keep it held yourself heavy breathing, i wrap you in your blanket, like a diaper and to try to keep you warm, it’s just a cold, i wrap myself up too. bundled in my shaking arms and i whisper how much i adore you, love you so much that my heart aches. nocturnally mine, i turn off the light and lay side by side with my beloved, both struggling to breathe. i turned off the life and fell asleep. i’m sorry and i hope you know i mean it when i say i didn’t mean to. i hope the flower makes up for it. forever mine and forever yours, pumpkin.