What if

poem by: Andrew Dietrich
Written on Jun 30, 2021

What if?
My plans always involved him and you
My family torn apart my heart in two 
My plans always involved him and you
I was always down for a d.a.d number two
This is all wrong.
We were supposed to go home
We were supposed to go home.....
You thought I never valued  you?
You think I'm happy  that I feel like I'm winning with out him and you?
You thought you lost this imaginary race
But I'm always willing to slow down to your pace
What if? 
I love little baby if like everything went perfect as if..... everything was perfect.
All these problems 
And I've always thought you were worth it
What if? I love little baby what if. I go to a daddy of four
And try to be a daddy for them all to adore
We were supposed to go home.....
There was no milk for a long time....
And I had dinner made on time....
I had no plans to leave our new home 
Now my eyes stay glued to my phone
I never needed two not making two happy made me feel even more alone.
After we did that I set myself up.
Losing anyone was going to destroy me
You aren't here and every damn day I wish you were near.
We were supposed to go home.....

 

Tags: Sad, Love, Anger, Depressing, Confused, Dark,

 

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