What if? My plans always involved him and you My family torn apart my heart in two My plans always involved him and you I was always down for a d.a.d number two This is all wrong. We were supposed to go home We were supposed to go home..... You thought I never valued you? You think I'm happy that I feel like I'm winning with out him and you? You thought you lost this imaginary race But I'm always willing to slow down to your pace What if? I love little baby if like everything went perfect as if..... everything was perfect. All these problems And I've always thought you were worth it What if? I love little baby what if. I go to a daddy of four And try to be a daddy for them all to adore We were supposed to go home..... There was no milk for a long time.... And I had dinner made on time.... I had no plans to leave our new home Now my eyes stay glued to my phone I never needed two not making two happy made me feel even more alone. After we did that I set myself up. Losing anyone was going to destroy me You aren't here and every damn day I wish you were near. We were supposed to go home.....