My nerves my stomach like the ocean Tides ripping and pulling I stand up my muscles clench Nope I'm back on the bench My ribs remind me of my sons crib My stomach as empty as my sons crib. I'm trying not to hold my breath son I hope this nightmare is done I hope I can see you tomorrow So if there's bad news we can get it together Me her and our single kitten litter The feeling so sweet but so bitter I'd need to take it slow Too many emotions Daddy might just stare like a scarecrow I'm scared to sleep son. I don't want to dream I can't imagine you being in my arms Waking up to you not there like every morning I'm scared son. But daddy has a feeling that maybe just maybe we can get this news together.