human: I never told you there were voices in my head Or what they say to me at three a.m. My life isn’t simple, Darling But you knew that going in “Something came up, we’ll try tomorrow instead†What I really mean is I don’t wanna pretend I try to be happy, Darling But there are days I just can’t Maybe I’m sick Maybe I’m broken They said it’s a gift But I don’t want it Maybe I’m weak Maybe I’m selfish It gets so lonely Just being human Maybe I’m sick Maybe I’m broken We’re starting to drift But Maybe I want it Does that make me weak? Maybe I’m selfish What’s wrong with me? I just want to feel human I tried to warn you I still visit my past It’s a weird game to see how long it will last I promise I love you, Darling But my mind is a mess I’ve some things in my life you can’t understand Sometimes, you talk, but I just need your hand I don’t want to lose you, Darling But I’m scared to commit Maybe I’m sick Maybe I’m broken They said it’s a gift But I don’t want it Maybe I’m weak Maybe I’m selfish It gets so lonely Just being human Maybe I’m sick Maybe I’m broken We’re starting to drift But Maybe I want it Does that make me weak? Maybe I’m selfish What’s wrong with me? I just want to feel human And what I’ll never say is that I’m drowning Understand that this distance is best And you’d run the other way if you found me So I pretend that my demons are pets you’ll never know about the waves that crush me There’s an ocean between my ears I’ll never know if you’d have stayed to catch me I won’t let you close enough to leave me here And Maybe I’m sick Maybe I’m broken We’re starting to drift And part of me wants it Does that make me weak? Maybe I’m selfish What’s wrong with me? I just want to feel human