I feel sick to my stomach most of the time So I hide in my room and commit silent crime Forget all my friends who will leave anyway And give tales to their parents about why we don’t hang Cause it was one-way It was always that way And I’ll peel off my socks maybe go wash my face Wash the feeling away Wash the feeling away You were never that good never knew where I stood So I knew you would cave Yeah I knew you would cave But I felt you leave before saying goodbye And although you’re not gone we know soon it will die So I’ll vent to my wall still too numb to weep Cause the pain comes in waves and it keeps me from sleep But I’ll tell me I’m better than the things I have seen And the people who left me without coming clean Then I’ll cry myself new so devoid of you And you’ll wonder how you never came to And I’ll throw up the pills feeling bright and brand new Yeah I’m unmedicated but now so are you