A random stream of consciousness found undersheets,a book pen and a neck tie hang on the wall and I am still impatient.voices are close there's yelling down the street it turns a corner and disappears.carve my name out from the steal gate at heavens entrance and I'll buy you a one way ticket back to earth,and if your nice you can stay for a week extra and if your not,well I'm afraid you'll have to change shoes and start running.can you see me? I watch movies so that sin is put on pause,I listen to music for punishment and when I dress to go out i stay awake instead.look at me backwards it's shameful ignorance look at me from the front it's my better side,poetry without words is like a car without wheels or a house without a roof,female missing the f and the e.I lay me down to rest to type, warm and comfortable tease and stupid lost again.nothing here makes sense everything is left behind and when I erase this writing you will never know why.my fingers a numb my eyes are open and I don't even know your name,where are we going we who have strayed when we get there will we know this life still or will it be cut in the editing room,and if so can we get a refund.I'm so tired of the same old story told over and over again,I swear when I get to the lake I'm gonna burn it.shadow talk to me I need to know why your following me tell me of your world and I'll give you mine show me your favorite coat or wande,better still when you walk quietly in the early hours of the morning where do you go?curiosity name two things that start with the letter p,sadness spell your name backwards and happy why did you leave?hate!! Leave him alone he's praying,intelligence wait your turn there's enough for everybody and lastly noise please be quiet.thin skin tight lip coarse heart around broken mind makes a whisper.try not to breathe when your living it's much to easy that way.