Jay Shades

poem by Jay Shades

When you dip me do I taste better? from time to time I might drop in your brew Am not purposely doing it. If anyone's to blame it's you, you're the one leaving me long enough in there. You pulled me out that pack but left my br... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Break me You thought Love me I taught Live, Life, Love, Laugh, 2 sides of me thats split in half This toxic love is potent Am ready too dilute Too much of me and too much of you 4 seasons to change Anytime to embrace ... Read more

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They say love is blind But ain't easy to find It takes a little time It's something hard to find Where my feet may fail A smile could make me sail Into a storm into the gale For this I leave a trail. Follow me follow... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

What goes around comes around and if you don't pay now you will pay double later . I went for a job to come away from a life that was leading me down a dark path, To realise that I had been plugged in a system like the matrix Where... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

A hundred sorries, a thousand cries, A million tears just won’t dry, I’m done with foolishness and lies. You think you're right but can’t see why, Just another dodgy mask and guise A hundred sorries, a thousand cries. ... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

What is the purpose of it all? If oceans drift, then fade away. Though every night and day we call, Our spirits stray, our colours grey. Show me the colours as they gleam, The reasons glistening in view. We flex and bend as on... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Through the storm of breath and bone, The weight of life caught in rhythm, A crescendo of labour, fierce and unyielding, She bore the ancient pain. Then relief, a release, the cutting of the cord, A thread severed yet forever e... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

In the wake of shadows Are we all in the thick of it Caught between silence and sound Where the mind bears the storms unbidden and sorrows are never unburdened A breath, a brake, a moment too late What if its all cause and... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

In a world that often asks us to suffer in silence or face the chaos alone, having close friends by your side is everything. My closest friends are those who listen without judgment, keep me grounded, and push me toward my best self. ... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Say you will Say you won't Your caught in the emotion of how you feel in the moment. Say you love me Say you trust me Your actions tell a story of consistent denial. Say you will try harder Say you gonna change Your mind... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Sorry you said It took you 2 weeks to be accountable for your actions. Had me crying to a wall for months, because I am a man and the world has never cared about our feelings. Suck it up mom said, big boys dont cry mom said. A ni... Read more

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I touch it . Always wet No difficulty it just slips in My God not shaven or hairy in-between like its just cared for get out of my head Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Just stop calling me Just forget me Just stop putting effort in Just give up on me Just stop the alarm Just quit while your ahead Just stop playing games Just hold it the toilet can wait Just stop affection Just stop Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Only you can open my eyes. Through every failed attempted and all my lies. Its your kindness that brings me back to the truth. That your still saving me. Day and night Night and day let my feelings arise. If we are both thirs... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

At a loss with sense or sensibilities What was once yesterday's truth is now tomorrow's lie. I feel I am from some ancient bloodline of warriors that would die for his family and protect those who I love. With no need for glamori... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Wanting to get to the finish line .You said it you did it So many unexpected losses we could never recuperate the loss factor We move forward in knowing they will be remembered correctly An achievement to make it this far , Fro... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

I will say yes oh yes To your will to your ways Waited sò long for my comeuppance Prayed for doors to be opened Exhausted by being racially knocked back And still the rain never came . I see everything Having to explai... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Staring into the darkness thinking I can find something there. Minds doing overtime knowing I don't have long left. Necessity is the mother of invention and right now I have a catalyst to change the way I have gone about things .... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

L Y N goin on triple X just cut the foreplay and get to the sex ,whats next no durex fuck that let me hit that bareback flex Spread them legs !! let me in . I want in all the way in, up to ma chin Pass me a napkin Shaking, wobbli... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

Telling me this telling me that Telling me why telling me how Telling me who tell me again Tell me again , TELL ME AGAIN Cause am not listening ,not listening Too many man that I know got the blocked up flow Speechless cau... Read more

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Why don't they teach us the things we really need to know. Life seems like a turbulent flight of learning about life lessons rather than the schools academic look on life So if we are from poverty and are taught poverty 90% will... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

A 100 sorrys A 1000 cries A million tears wont dry from your eyes. They wont dry No matter what they wont dry Theres nothing to say no more You think your right when your so wrong . Done with the bullshit done with the lies... Read more

poem by Jay Shades

There it goes again that niggle in the back of your head. Why am I Rubbing my eyes I am allergic to something Stop it Why it always me at daft o clock who cant sleep. I can do this turn over left side I will win . Nope that d... Read more

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For the wanting of your touch. For the warmth of your embrace. For the kiss on your lips. For the glow of your face. So capture this moment and seal it in your eyes. And remember this feeling when you let me walk on by. I lo... Read more

story by Jay Shades

The rain goes on and on Am standing on the shore calling into the unknown for who and what I can't say. Oh what wretched blaspheming sack of wine. I concur it's to and fro from a Beast's behind Cometh this day a tickle, a laugh,... Read more

story by Jay Shades

The moment. When all the world goes silent and for those 2 or 3 seconds. You shut your eyes and hope you will be able to awaken. The loudest music could be playing but you wouldn't hear it in those moments . For those seconds of... Read more

story by Jay Shades

You spur me on to be a better person. You dont know because we aint allowed to talk. I find a state of harmony in knowing , you made me a greater individual. Gave me just enough desire to freefall into a dimension, where my brain d... Read more

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You know that my hearts for you . I want you too know that I love you. So put aside the things we do . Just put it on the line, and I can make you mine. I just want to fly away (x 4) Read more

lyrics by Jay Shades

There's a sunrise every day there's a sunset every day to watch their free there's a birthday every day there's a newborn every day to watch their free I hope there is something more I hope we can be something more How... Read more

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So many times you walked away you came back that same day so many arguments and fights you came back that same night too many screams and shouts you came back with your hands out too many times a pushed my luck and now you'v... Read more

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My mind wonders. Here and now ,full of excuses I see through your madness, energy levels elevate up and down. body's warm, mind is focused, Semantics twisting through regressed states of fancy. All you want, topsy turvy comes to m... Read more

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I come from a world where its death before dishonour talking to the feds will never be allowed snitches should die and pagans should definitively try fly UK born and bred favourite colour is red Why do these inbred council es... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

plots getting thicker head vibrating starting to stutter I shudder at the thought of next man laying in my bed but that's the life you choose,when you choose a sket! Own dwelling, own doing, different dialects can be confusing but n... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

There was a pause of disparity An unwelcome feeling of betrayal Words being said that sounded foreign to me Vowels and constanants being uttered that shook the ground beneath me. Uncontrollable rage taking over and snapping my m... Read more

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Say one thing and do another now you wanna know. The end times are here so lets do the most. Nobody reminds you that your a mum so why do i have to remind you that your someones partner. Your duties depend on how you feel but mine ... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

You cant make the effort no ? It as easy for you to pick up the phone and call me ,as it is for me to call you. Friendships a two way lane not one. I know theres a priority list to most people. Daily struggles of life will alway... Read more

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Ambition can be as useful as a boat on dry land. Without heading and direction you dont know where your going. If you know your route and understand the troubles. Whilst going against the grain you will encounter the people and ... Read more

publication by Jay Shades

Somebody said to me don't jump on the racist band wagon it's all an act to divide us... Well yes divide and conquer is true but let's be analytical of EVERYTHING bear with me because am not gonna go into everything cause I don't have... Read more