"I had this strong feeling....that you didn't seem to care.. I had this quiet voice...that you didn't want to hear... I had these odd feelings....but I couldn't understand.. that if you was my dad....why didn't you hold my little hand.. you didn't want to know...these feelings of mine... you didn't want to love me...you didn't take the time.. But as a young lad...I had a feeling about you... I felt that you wasn't my real dad.....and that feeling was true."