I will say yes oh yes To your will to your ways Waited sò long for my comeuppance Prayed for doors to be opened Exhausted by being racially knocked back And still the rain never came . I see everything Having to explain that much more than others People being given select treatment whilst others suffer Looking in my daughters eyes helping me with medication. Pure love of wanting to help her dad May have messed up relationships. My mistakes were proof I was trying . Slowly and surely investing again and again Clothes in colours my favourite is red The living colour flashes of lightning rolls of thunder Scream louder let this place erupt with praise Can you hear it ? That's the sound of heaven touching earth Hot sweats can't catch breath Check my levels to see whats next Low again glucose next to my bed Hands tremble as I get my fix from meds 20 mins later I can't go go back to bed Let my spirit break out Will my soul ever rejoice This is my life right now I have no choice .