My ears ring with the insults Slashing happy thoughts Destroying images I've created. I try to keep them turned down. I think the knob broke today. Max volume! Funny I thought I could be valued That I can hold meaning. No. "You're gonna end up alone, no one can ever love you." Yeah... What was I thinking that someone could. Silly me. I need to fix this knob. It's all too loud. And I want to sleep.