This is the most important day of your life, because I'm going to give you answers, not trouble and strife; You are not going to 'nothing,' rather - it's something, God does exist and will kick your arse if you don't buck up. Don't think that you can escape because there is no choice, remember the words in your head - that was God's voice, you didn't live before - in fact, you've only just arrived, you're watched, checked, that's why you feel deprived. You are here, part of an incredible, wonderful creation, be thankful, be gracious, don't pooh pooh celebration; remember Freddie said: 'Who wants to live forever?' It's out of your conttol, the land of never-never. Now you know, maybe you wish that I'd not told you, stop asking questions - it was best that you never knew.