They say that I am odd Funny Weird and strange But I do not feel peculiar or mental Or insane They say I have a weird walk and talk And they say I am a clown But if I was the clown they speak of Why do I always frown? They say I am a teaser, weirdo and even freak sometimes So I sit here pondering their perceptions Writing it in lines So after thinking long and hard I came to this conclusion That I can not meet your expectations and my self doth not meet your illusion For me to let your understanding of me become my holy self I do not feel that this would be good for my kidneys or my health My understanding of this world has been carved in experiences wealth So I slip your measerly perceptions with an assassins stealth.