As I sit here waiting for you to arrive. Thinking about all the intimacy we will share. All the while knowing the feelings you have are true. I can see them, feel them and taste them. You act like giving into them would  surely make you die. Im telling you right now. The more n more you block this lovingly truth. From entering into you heart. The harder n heavier it will weigh. Until eventually the love you once had an abundance of. Will soon be like a distant memory. Never again will it stay.