I want my secrets back. Every word that dripped from my mouth into yours. Every syllable I cried into your shoulder. You took my life and spit it out like sunflower seeds. Shirts were washed and tears forgotten. I want back my middle name My zodiac sign My home address. I want my deepest fear, My favorite ice cream flavor. I want back what you took from me. What I willingly supplied you with. Your love is like a lit cigarette and my final drag had burned too long. All I received was ash and smoke and charred lungs, While I watch you breathing meadow air. I want my secrets back, but I sure as hell don't want you.