A sad happiness A melancholy peace: Unsettling knowledge A dark man in a vibrant garden A half smile underneath miserable eyes, A fairy kingdom, and a lost love A tear, Unkempt hair A pen and paper to keep insanity at bay Writing all that he thinks and feels A pen and paper to invite insanity A flask to help forget A flask that doesn't help A poem to help remember Sleepless nights Battles in his mind Retreating into dreams A sea representing good memories A raven to represent death An inaccessible tomb Scary stories at midnight Trying not to scream Failure Oh Virginia Oh how he loved The loss of a beautiful woman