Looking for answers won't cut it Analysing all of the facts Trying to find rhyme or reason That can't be where it's all at I cope in the best way I can do Trying to suppress the things that I feel Keep to myself if I need to Emotionally unfit to fight on for real I know that I just couldn't bare it Would tear me completely apart Letting go is all that I can do now The status quo is the best I can hope Searching my soul has been fruitless Blaming myself for some time In the end it would not of mattered Was doomed from when I first made her mine It's history now and I can't change it Banished to the corners of my mind All I can do is disguise it Hoping its cured in time I know myself more than anyone I know when I'm out on my feet I can't do anymore than I have been It stops where it is as complete