I'm Sorry

Rainy days bring out the worst in me, would rather lay in bed and waste away, things are easier that way.

My friends called today, just to say hello, could never expect them to understand something they don't know.

Soon I will be gone, perhaps too soon, but if you really love me, then please, shoot for the moon. 

Would love to see you blossom, would love to see you grow, I'll be your Guardian Angel, I'll never let you go. 

This life wasn't for me, sadly it's time to leave, don't cry because I'm gone, smile because I'm free.

Mom & Dad, thank you - you gave me everything, I'm sorry I couldn't see it, I'm sorry I was me. 

Too stubborn and stupid, maybe help would have done me good, maybe I could've been fixed. 

But this pain I had inside me, told me that happiness did not exist. 

I'm sorry to those who will care, I'm sorry to those who tried, please just know, I appreciated it every time. 

There was nothing you could do, there's nothing you could have said. 

There's no way you could've known, that I would be better off dead.

Please don't feel sorrow, please don't feel guilt. 

Learn from my mistakes, and don't you ever forget how great you are. 

And remember I'll always be watching, loving you from afar.

Tags: sad, depressing, pain, dark,