Good-Bye

Rainy days bring out the worst in me, would rather lay in bed and waste away, things are easier that way
My friends called today, just to say hello, could never expect them to understand something they don't know

Soon I will be gone, perhaps too soon, but if you really love me, then please, shoot for the moon
Would love to see you blossom, would love to see you grow, I'll be your Guardian Angel, I'll never let you go

This life wasn't for me, sadly it's time to leave, don't cry because I'm gone, smile because I'm free

Mom & Dad, I'm sorry - you gave me everything
I'm sorry I couldn't see it, I'm sorry I was me
Too stubborn and stupid, maybe help would have done me good, maybe I could've been fixed
But this pain I had inside me, told me that happiness did not exist 

I'm sorry to those who will care, I'm sorry to those who tried, please just know, I appreciated it every time
There was nothing you could do, there's nothing you could have said, there's no way you could've known,
That I would be better off dead

Please don't feel sorrow, please don't feel guilt
Learn from my mistakes, and don't you ever forget how great you are
And remember I'll always be watching, loving you from afar

Tags: sad, depressing, deep, pain, dark,