there's so many missing links I cannot no longer see the way ahead in my life path my future looks set up for misery. a past of haunted nightmareslived throughout my younger years. has been the culprit of my defeat & the maker of all the past fallen tears. I've met my maker but not god way before my deathly chosen time. for with the devil I have danced along & paid a costly price when with Satan I did dine. but will I be reconciled with the good lord above whem in death i meet my destined fate? will all my efforts be rewarded finally with a kindness above of all my past sins of hate. I can only ask him in my prayers with unspoken. words within the deepness of my mind. deeper down into my shadowed soul that I regain the purpose of life after life's ladder climbed. 17th Nov 2016