Sitting here alone, and my mind is completely filled with fear. How did it come to this, and where will I be this time next year? A decision has been made, and now we're not sure about the house, Who will stay here, who will move on, relinquishing our titles of spouse. It's so damn difficult, and yet, there is no way around this unlovely mishap, Once the apple of each other's eye, but now strangers trying to bridge this gap. Our son now 20 years old, and he seems ok, just happy the fighting will reside, But it's not a wonderful experience for him, when he witnesses our worlds collide. Guess it's true, what they say, sometimes death is less painful then a divorce, There is no other option, the inertia of our differences has directed this course. I hope everything turns out ok over time, and hoping that this pain does finally end, And the three of us can still co-exist to a degree, and my ex-wife remain my friend.