wish i could let my heart go, to feel something more, the thought of letting someone in leaves me crumbled to the floor, youre everything ive dreamed of, everything and more, but im scared ill be left waiting, holding on forever more You make me smile everyday with the little things you do, i couldnt ask for anything more, cause all i need is you. But Something in my soul, makes my heart turn cold, it makes me lock away all feelings untill they are resolved. i really want to be happy, i want it to be with you, but theres something in my mind telling me that it wont come true, i try let my guards down, i swear i really do..... But What If Im Not Happy Even When I Am With You!