Suicide and anger, do they really coexist? Smiling into nothingness, now do you get the gist? Feelings can be hollow, with no meaning to be found, Every time I swallow, these horrible ideas do abound. Am I worthy of this planet, or just wasting everyone's time? Been searching for forever, but there is no reason or rhyme. Trying so hard, just to find happiness, there's something I do lack, An imbalance in my brain, why I feel this way, or a monkey on my back? Shaking my head, because I don't understand, just how to lose this feeling, Pulse is now dead, but i'll take my last stand, as my soul now goes reeling. Across I float, to the other side, from which no one has ever returned, I cry tears of dust, that I just cannot hide, as my world I have now spurned. There's no coming back, to this world that I knew, and loved ones are left alone, Too late to tell them I'm sorry, for not having realized the love to me they had shown.