A pen to a paper would not do me enough justice In my world Words are not my method of communication I look around and see I feel what I right You know I right what I feel Look looky I try I swear sometimes I do I lie so easy But never close my eyes My heart disgusts me But then I look around and see Are these hormones or just me Don't tell me this don't tell me I'm that So don't tell anybody anything Not really at least Words can't explain I look around and see I look around and see out of hurt, pain, then come rain Wash away what I cannot Though I have to get up Got to get through this Right I mean that is what everybody says Of course its inevitable You will succeed Or completely the opposite Oh life What have you done to me You are the one to blame