Darkness Inside

poem by: Ocean Carey
Written on Apr 04, 2015

I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling into despair
Engulfed by darkness
No one can reach me 
My cries left un heard

But I cry out anyway 
And every time I do
I'm filled with fear
That if they were to find me
They would drown with me
Trapped in this deep darkness as well
Then it would all be because of me

I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling into my own despair
Engulfed by darkness
No one can reach me

I no longer cry out
I no longer want to be heard
I would not be able to bare the pain
Of someone being hurt
Saving little dark me

Slowly giving in
Just waiting for death
To take me far away

I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling into my own despair
Engulfed by darkness
No one can reach me
My cries unheard

Darkness
Darkness everywhere
Losing myself
Losing myself to my own insanity 

 

Tags: sad, depressing, pain, dark, fear,

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Milton Robertson commented:
WOW, A powerful poem and If there's a way in, there's a way out. It's all up to you
louise bridges commented:
its hard when we try to protect those around us from us and letting them in is hard if we are independent. if only we could allow them to be their for us and have belief in their strength to not drown with us because they are infact their own person. we cant be saved but we can be cared for and be strong enough to realise enough of our worth to get through our lessons :0)
Ocean Carey commented:
It was an old one that i had forgotten to post, i have another thats old though im not sure if i want to upload it

 

 

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