idk. just read.
about a year ago my dad started working for a company where hes home maybe once a month if that. my mom has something wrong with my brain too. i started cutting myself really badly on my stomach and theighs thinking nobody would ever see those cuts. its summer now and i go swimming alot to keep my weight under 200 lbs. my family and friends always ask what the hell did you do to yourself..you dont know how many times ive had to say its faded marker or something. to top it off..nobody knows my storys. ive been raped twice..but it wasnt just rape..it was incest rape both times. onece it was when i was 6 the other time was only 2 years ago..i think thats when my cutting really started. ive always been afraid of what people would think because im 14, bisexual, and emo. its all overwhelming
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