Darkness surrounds me I can't see a thing I hold the key to my cage But I can't seem to remember how to use it Grief drowns me In body and in mind My eyes look for help An attempt to shout But no sound escapes me There are people everywhere They don't see me getting choked I writhe, I suffocate But all they see is a smile They look at me for a while And they they go their ways If somebody was looking They would see me sitting Eyes wide open Mouth gently breathing Immersed in thoughts Or is it water ? Somebody drowns But all they see is a smile