Heart Break
The most painful feeling can be an heart break,
it pierces through you with no remorse,
only to benefit those in the past.
Some say its a journey through life,
I'm not sure since healing is one way of looking at it
but regret is quite sore.
It can occur on different levels and
responses can be different.
Mines for example is a finding mechanism,
It can be hard
but God helped me through alot of crying times.
Is there an opportunity?
Can i call? Can i text?
but then i remember i'm not good enough in your text.
Years i spent with you with undying love,
the pain you cause,
i even doubt.
Guess what i found God,
he accepted me without a benefit of doubt.
There are problems with me,
I know but this is where we both can grow.
It is lonely without you,
I must admit,
I invested all of me without a hesitation to quit.
Now you are free,
Even though i hate how you made me feel,
I cannot hate you and its real.
You are getting over me,
You would not get to see the person how i have grown to be.
