BLANK STARE

poem by: Tara Marie
Written on Jun 26, 2017

You just don’t talk to me anymore like u used to. I don’t know what to say when u blankly stare like I’m not there. It seems like I am about to lose you. 
 
You know I will do whatever it takes to bring back that smile on your face. Travel many miles to the the moon and back. Hold on to the sound of my voice. don't veer off track. I know for u to stay with me its all your choice.
 
All I can do is hope and pray. You won’t see the other side and want to stay. Every moment of every day. I can’t help but worry. Looking up above for the answer. Because I know if I lose you it would be a disaster. 
 
Like we agreed early on we'd always stay together. From right now lasting forever and ever. Please whatever you do. Hold on to the sound of my voice. I don't know what I'd do if you ever chose to leave me. Please don't go against these words we agreed upon.  
 
Deep inside i know you know. thinking anything other than that. Would be the wrong choice. I would give anything for you to look at me like u used to.
 
I'm still here just waiting to look into your eyes. getting that oh so good feeling when you look back. Just like  looking in a mirror seeing my reflection staring back. 
 
Please hunni we can't lose our spiritual connection. What we have is so rare. Most people never get to venture to that special place. experiencing all there is to share.  
 
Now the decision is up to you. Don’t give up on what we have.  Hold on to what has always been our truth. There's still so much left for us to do. Don't give up baby. stop looking to find the perfect excuse. the one that will only make it seem like our love is no longer the answer. come on hunni let’s put our efforts to good use. 
 
I believe and I know. our efforts will always be worth the struggle. bringing warmth n growth. realizing all the fight we had put forth was worth the trouble. bringing us closer together. so there will never be a next time around. 
 
You're my world and I promise. you'll never going to have to question just how much I love you.I'll prove it to you every second and every moment of every day. happily ever after is how we both will stay.

 

Tags: sad, love, faith, deep, fear,

 

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