Turn the page
I know why I live in the dark, my pain a running river there my body the river banks my soul the grey sky above and my heart the air,I can go on but I won't I'll pause a little,I know this walk through this poem for I have been here many a night I know the smell lingering a faded scent of a yellow rose yellow for friendship rose for the tattoo
on my left shoulder,no detail
here,lost in chapter 14,there are
only made up stories here with
borrowed words from worn out
pages from empty books and
broken head stones,no lives but my
own,I walk alone with a stick in
one hand a picture of you in the other and a head filled with
memories,people try to reach me
but can't get through reception here is poor the church pray for
me they say that I need to
committ to Jesus I know I can.went for a walk with my father once he
sat in a bus stop and I stood by
angry but silent hopeful but
gone......wandering further and
further away like a star,these words seam meaningless now
empty and lifeless..I connect to
disconnect to stay away to return to nothing I breathe polluted air
simply because I can no i must no
I can I think,thinking is far to kind
to me it never let's me down my
only friend.I hear voices around
me clear and loud I don't like it I
guess I'm sensitive like that,love?a
pass time a fantasy bought some
of the woman are really good at
what they do I feel loved,paranoia
my enemy loves me heaps it can't
get enough of me it asked me to
marry her but I....well I'm still
thinking about it it wouldn't be too
bad given the history we already have anyway I have a ring already
its of angel wings brOken but fixable it's 4:53 on the am I'm tired
but awake fed up but going lost in
the found and alive.no one knows
I'm here everybody thinks I've
gone somewhere theyre waiting for
me to come home,I dreamt it it
felt like home I know cause I've
never been there,my mind is thin
and time is whispering goodbye I
can't hear it but I know it's there
gonna turn the page now.....
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