I am sorry.

poem by: Silver Boy
Written on Mar 16, 2017

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything that's gory
I am sorry for the times I went off lost like finding dory
Ain't no remedy to fulfill just a dying story

Staying up till 3 in the morning
Just think to myself damn have i stopped growing?
Should I stop going? Should I stop knowing?
The truth, the one the two the three that too?

Bare shit on my life now I been countin shoes
Got none got some but that don't matter now 
Tryna figure this situation out like a Rubik's cube
Damn.. alot for lil freshman who get bare to no sleep he lookin blue

My mind been driftin apart of me like since forever
I know you would like a good message to fulfill endeavors
Got bare Ks on my account you can't even count
But yet this all pulling me down out like a lever

Got jello on my counter I feelin so mellow
Someone please tell me that this emoji aint yellow
Well wish I was a pokemon I would be a swellow
Atleast I would be out this life pulling out like a cello

Was I told, was I warned that it would be like this?
What happened bad before seems like it was all a bliss
It's like everyday I feel high daydreaming in the mist
Of all the times that happened before I wished that now I miss

Remember this remember that
Sebastian went down like splash
Look at me ain't got no cash
Broke, nope I feel like I'm about to dash

Life been comin
I be feelin somethin
I feel everything
I got bare people blocking me for every single damn thing

Lost people or the people left
Someone call the cops I got a heart theft
Pieces I won't get back like posting something on the internet
Maybe I don't need a genie because maybe this how life's set

You wanna bet?
My whole life on it how is that instead
Girl that's what she said 
My whole life is like a gamble while writing lead

Rolled a dice
Hit it twice
Got it bad? too bad
I was tryna be nice how about that.

No jokes maybe one maybe me 
Maybe some just a son
Weigh a ton
Say I will change but I do nun.

Feels honestly
The hypocrisy
They all say they miss me
But no one care to see.

Yours truly.

 

Tags: sad, rhyme, beat, deep, pain,

 

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