Tired of imagining Tired of acting Oh, how I wish that was me Cat-fishing Is now existing Mirror, mirror What is my birth error? Is it my looks or personality? A shame that I desire plastic surgery Many of my boyfriends couldn't stand My insecurities Surprisingly they loved me Will I ever be happy? Needle, my new friend Tell me what are the new beauty trends Killing yourself over depression Or being single? Because I don't know how to mingle Everyday I masturbate I don't have the skills to get a real life date If only my relationship skills were better I could one day get that real pleasure Too bad Too sad I am such a fake Lessons learned and lessons made How I wish I had her face But I see you aren't a loner Only they would understand my problems Cuz most likely they did the same You can't blame me For pretending My mindset filled with insecurities I can be pervy I can be sexy and dirty When I fake her face But if you aren't born with it It's best you'd stay the same Cuz this world only accepts the people that are pretty Million dollars for such compliments Personality is nothing these days Such a shame looks get grades Such a shame I'm not even on the rank Such a shame beauty is pain