I can’t handle the pain I feel it in every inch of my veins The thought I cannot tame I hate it happened this way its such a shame I wish I could retry like. It’s a game Sometimes being with her is how I relied What I had to do is not what I wanted to decide The pain from leaving I had to put beside Seeing her cry made me feel so bad Walking away was worse then being killed Over time I pray I heal God make it easier to deal Maybe even let her be the one I feel