my life

poem by: Rosa Lopez
Written on Sep 19, 2016

My life.
Im only 20. 
So young, but has gone though a lot. 
Yes im only 20.
Im a daughter
Im a sister 
Im a aunt
Im a friend 
Im a pet owner
But the most important thing is IM A MOTHER. 
To the most beautiful one year old baby girl. Her name is jazlynn. 
I am girlfriend 
I am me 
I have my own apartment with my other half. 
My life is picture perfect. 
Remember im only 20.
Im young
Im a daughter to immigrants, very hard working by the way. I love my parents.
Im a sister too two other girls, i should be close to but im not. And a bother that claims he hates me.
Im a aunt to most intelligent little two year i have met. 
Im a friend to those who need something,besides a friendship.
Im a pet owner to a havanese puppy who has been neglected.
But the most important thing i am is a mother. 
To my baby girl, i am a mother to jazlynn,who i yelled at because she can’t  be quite. 
Who has witness mommy get beaten by daddy. 
I am a girlfriend to a guy, who i thought would never harm me. He was my prince, he was my everything. Until he pour water on me, pull my hair,slap me, threw me on the bed with my 3month old baby on the bed, he pushed me around, and choke me, 
I am me,a girl that is broken down. A girl with no self esteem. A girl with nothing. 
My life is hell 
Im only 20. 


 
 


 

Tags: deep, hope, dark, hate,

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Cecilia Crasto commented:
I'm so sorry to hear this and I hope you find the courage to keep going, no matter how hard life is there is always light at the end of the tunnel. You will find comfort in writing so continue with it.
Annie Kirby commented:
I don't know what to say. I am older than you the only thing we have in common is I am a mother too. My sweet Andrew died and my daughter's moved to the other side of the world, so I don't even feel like a mother any more. I could say so many things, but I have never been where you are so I will just say I hope you find your way out before it's to late.

 

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