One Sick Bastard

poem by: Matty Guerrero
Written on Aug 26, 2016 

He was one sick bastard...
Do I forgive him for what he did to me?
No, I don't.
Do I want him to die for what he did to me?
No, not DIE.
But I DO want him to know how it felt...
To feel so terrified,
So violated,
So disgusted with MYSELF.
I hated myself more than I hated him,
Because I was the one who let him do that to me.
I didn't stop him.
I tried, though.
He was too strong...
But I guess it's still my fault.
I should've been stronger.

 

Tags: sad, anger, deep,

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Frank Hornby . commented:
You must unburden the anger within.......you must not let him win.....

 

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